swan (
13 Sep 1995 17:52:58 GMT

Dannie, I have a sincere question for you, and for others here. I am
really in the middle on all this. I am three fourths German (German
branch of the family got Ehrenkunde cert in 3rd Reich, I believe) and one
fourth Danish. IF I follow racialist theory, I'm "of Aryan stock"
although of Phalic grouping rather than Nordic. All this and a dollae
will buy me a cup of coffee:)
All this ought to make me very desireable to 'continue the Race' and all
that. Except for a few sticky details... My mother and father were
alcoholics. My father (half Danish, half German) drank himself to death
when I was four. My mother (pure German) had died earlier. I am affected
by that alcoholism. You see, I was partially blinded by Fetal Alcohol
syndrome. I am losing the rest of my sight gradually. Obviously, I have
NO wish to continue the genetic strain and have had no children.
My question is, where di _I_ fit in your Barbarian society? Should I have
died at birth? To be brutally honest, I feel that I, and my siblings who
are scattered and lost to me, should have NEVER been born! Racial purity
(so called) has NOT saved my line from destruction. There are probably
many other racial family lines better than ours. What is the criterion
for admission into an "Aryan" society?
The Viking and Asatru cultures would say that loyalty and defense of clan
and kin are paramount. In Viking society, my parents would not have been
permitted to behave as they did. I would have been born healthy. In a
sense, I am "wasted" genetic potential!
I FEEL my German and Norse heritage. I am called *deeply* by it. And yet,
by what I know of racialist philosophy, I would have NO place among any
Kindred. why? How do we deal with the effects of American culture on our
Kind? Please consider this and we can discuss it.